♥Sunday, May 29, 2011♥

I love my confuse boyfriend. I've been pre-occupied with my schoolwork && cca. Fucking stress pls. My baby at Malaysia now.
I have this twitchy feeling of regret at certain times but i just don't know what. Help pls
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 11:49 AM
@ 11:49 AM
♥Monday, May 23, 2011♥
I'm scared now . I couldn't hold my tears seeing others misery , pain && hardships .
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 11:02 PM
@ 11:02 PM
♥Wednesday, March 30, 2011♥
Ohhmygod , i'm sooo scared gytuh . cb -.-" It's been so long that I haven't been sgl . The feeling is fucking great . Kau nak flirt ehh after break ? Pergi lurh . Sungguh ku tau perangai mu ^ ^ Overnight at Lange's Chalet . AWESOME ! && sth miracle had happened . My phone is now working !!!!! Thank god . I couldn't bear any longer for not using it . But now , i'm used to not using phone . -.-" cb . During the second day , Me , Feeq && Nabil were playing Strip Taiti . OHHMYGOD I COULDN'T BELIVE THAT I'VE WON ALL THE ROUNDS ! LIKE A WHHUUUT !! Two times that i had all twos . I was like , Go Farah Go Farah . During the ending . i lost -.-" Cb . Then when everyone was out smoking , I went back in to the room . Nabil suddenly came . I started to talk ;
Farah : Nabil , i like you .
Nabil : Are you honest or just talking cock .
Farah : *silent
Nabil : Why now ?
I couldn't understand what's he trying to say . Yes Nabil , I like you . A lot . Not because i've just been dumped && i jump my feelings here && there . But you have her :( i shall not disturb .
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 8:30 PM
@ 8:30 PM
♥Saturday, March 12, 2011♥
Saaaaaaaap , I've moved on . -.-"
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 2:34 AM
@ 2:34 AM
♥Friday, March 11, 2011♥
Yes , i'm back to single . I don't mind . I'm not the 'kejap-kejap tukar mataer mcm tuka seluar dalam' please . I've went through rough patch . I accept it . Yes i do . Indeed i cried but i understand . Even though for a short time , I did have fun . I did feel the love for a moment . I may exaggerate things ; i don't want to leave you , But it's true . Maybe i also don't understand myself . How things can end up this way ? I'm confused . D': I thought for a moment . . . I don't want think back . I had enough misery . Well , i did my best , i think ? You offended me real bad . I know where i stand .
Drank with bieber just now . Couldn't hangover . Like seriously malu sia i cried in front of them . Then kene kacau , " Kite bukan mcm org tuh , nangis after break ."
What fuck ? It shows that I wana be serious . I accept everything . I don't blame you . I rather blame my past mistakes . I don't think i wana fall in love again . You're my last . That's for sure . I'm still crying but i know it doesn't help . I'll bury down my sorrows . I wana forget you please ? Pretty please ? I don't want to cry more. I can't take it . PLEASE !!!
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 7:49 PM
@ 7:49 PM
♥Thursday, March 10, 2011♥
I miss my bby please ? :(
Okay , i didn't intro at first . I got a job as a rafting instructor from huda . i accepted it . 3 days two nights . sooooo many things happen . bla bla bla . After camp , instructors went to eat . after that , Feeq Astro , Syeema , Ateeqah , Nabil , Awal(daddy) , went to afiq's crib . Ohh god ! I could eventually forget his name sia . Like , wth ? haha .
I slept first while they jiwang-ing . When i woke up , only left me and nabil . Ape lagy ? We karaoke . hahaha . I had the best time even though it didn't last . :)) played True or dare but niy all the way true . Aduuuuuuuh ~
Then , me && afiq became closer . Yes , we confessed during the camp . Seriously , everything was fast but i knew what i felt && want .
We went town with afiq , his cousin and friend on the fifth of march . I rejected him due to some reasons . In the end , the third time he ask , I ended my singlehood time . That was my longest . nearing two months -.-" me && him have many things in common . Furthermore , some ppl say we look alike . For a moment i thought either i look like a boy , or he look like a girl . hahaha
ps , i get jealous easily . :(
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 3:36 PM
@ 3:36 PM
♥Sunday, March 6, 2011♥
I'm Attach Bby . :>
To a wonderful guy named Amir Afiq ♥
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 1:39 AM
@ 1:39 AM